As people usually do, I need to do some proper introduction first. What's more to come & awaits (like you all care right haha).
I am a boy with tendency to write to share & to express what's bothering me. I am a Malaysian, a Sarawakian & a Muslim. I might write a lot in english because kinda used to (even my english is not that good), but I do write some later in Bahasa Malaysia because I like the sound of it. "Bahasa Kay-EL" ahahaha. Maybe when I'm mad, I'm gonna throw a fit, I'll use some Bahasa Sarawak because it sounds right. Macam "ingga eh!!". More on me, I have my previous blog which I'm not so proud with even there I have quite good numbers of followers but the topic were more based on Heartbreak. Macamlah aku ni doktor cinta or Will Smith in "Hitch". So here's the new space of my intelligences, my views & my opinions. I hope you all gonna like it & be cool or gentle as the world is dying, so spread some love. :D
I've done some drafting, what I'll might share later on. There's "Futsal", "Most inspiring people", "Top Youtubers" & some other stuffs. Kalau tak keberatan boleh la singgah nanti okay.
Bagi yang suka membaca dan mengembara di ruangan internet like myself, melawat blog secara rambang boleh memberi idea, kesedaran, inspirasi, cerita & meluaskan pandangan. So, I'll hope the same goes you when you've came to visit here.
Suka menulis (obvious lah wei), pemain kesebelasan utama PS3, a big or the most passionate fan of Manchester United, like most of the music that sounds right or good, pemain futsal yang bersara awal, seorang anak lelaki yang sangat manja dengan ibunya, pemain gitar simpanan di rumah, penyanyi utama di bilik mandi, pemilik tongkat sakti Dato Kame separuh masa & insyaAllah kawan kepada anda dimasa hadapan.
I'm gonna share my favorite phrase & post in my previous blog.
" in this world, they are 3 types of person. they are people who's always at the bottom & don't mind staying there for their entire life. & there's also people who's stuck in the middle & afraid to take charge of their life, more like a spectator in life who's give a clap for someone glory & downfall. there are also people that are dare enough to give a shot at life & try to make it at the top even realize the risk of being failed. but at least they felt the bitterness of fighting to make it to the top & learned from their downfall. so, where are you ? are u satisfied enough with your life ? its when i feel i have to take charge & try to move every angle in life. "
That's me in my previous blog !
My ambitions (on my previous blog)
At the early stage of my life, when i was in primary school, i have this one big silly ambition, which is to be named as the First Malaysia Prime Minister from Sarawak. Well, at that time Tun Dr Mahathir were our prime minister. I grew up watching him changed the face of Malaysia. How he actually gives an actual idea how KLCC Twin Tower Petronas gonna looks like. How he manage to make people around him believes in him. I admired him more than anything at that moment. But that was well before i grew up & became one hell of a teenager. It's not that easy actually. I'm not a naturally good speaker, i have such a terrible stage fright diseases, i'm not strong or brave enough to make big decisions involving somebody else. More importantly, i wont be able to sustain those kind amount of pressure, attention & demands in life. I won't lasts long. 
Then i decided to give up on that one first ambition that i ever ever had. Which I'm not gonna regret to because it leads me to lots of other opportunities. So i decided at that moment, lets life come to us. Don't make decisions when you're not ready & don't harsh on things that you know won't last. I give up on that, but at certain point of my life i live & there's one more big ambition that grew inside me. I wish & i really really want to put the biggest smile on my mom face when i give her some money from money that i earn, my first salary & insyaAllah, i want to sent both of my mom & dad to Meccah again someday. Let's work on that one big ambition because there's no doubt in my heart, that i love her so much & she have been always be there for me, i don't want to live where i'm gonna regret that i never do her any good. That's why i'm her favorite son. "Anak mak". InsyaAllah. It's okay to give up & let things grow by itself sometime. Our life might not been as wonderful as it appear on movies, but let's build the bridge to the one we love the most so we can recalled it later & smile.
Well, that's enough on introduction. I hope there's more to come soon. This blog bukanlah bertujuan untuk mengejar sesuatu tetapi lebih kepada memberi & menerima. Berharap sesangat I'll make a lot of friends from here. Never mind where you all came from, I've loved to get to know someone that maybe far far away from my place. I guess I'll see you soon then.
sahabat baru anda, :D
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